♥ Sunday, April 6, 2008


12:24 AM Y


Post title : waiting.

♥ I don't know if i did the right thing


She said that she wanted to get high;
he took her to the tallest hill in town.
She said that she wanted to stay up all night & drink;
he gave her a 12-pack of caffenated Pepsi & said, "Drink up."
She said that she wanted to shoot herself in the face;
he gave her a water gun, put her finger on the trigger,
aimed it at her face, & helped her pull the trigger.
She said that she wanted to cut herself;
he took a Polaroid of her,
handed it to her along with scissors,
& had her cut it up.
She said that she wanted to see her blood;
he took her to get her ears pierced.
She said that she wanted to cry herself to sleep;
he had her watch a sad, romantic movie before bed.
She said that she wanted to be alone;
he gave her a name tag that said, "My Name Is: Alone."
She said that she wanted to have someone there to take
care of her, always; he asked when he wasn't.
just some thingy i found while surfing =)

its been so freaking boring lately. and i have absolutely no mood to blog. not that i ever did anyway. heh.

b0o0o!


the pessimistic one,
hashbrown-from-hell.










♥ Thursday, March 27, 2008


1:54 AM Y


Post title : ...

♥ I don't know if i did the right thing

i love this.. thank you,rein!

Go to urbandictionary. com, and type in your answer to each question in the search box. Only use the first page.

1. Your name? Hashini


hashini isn't defined yet.

[that is so sad!]

2. Nickname? Hash.



Hash (hashish) is the resin collected from the flowers of the cannabis plant. The primary active substance is THC (tetrahydrocannabinol) although several other cannabinoids are known to occur.

Hash is usually smoked in pipes, water pipes, joints, and hookahs, sometimes mixed with cannabis flowers or tobacco. It can also be eaten.

The most common effects of hash and cannabis are: a sense of wellbeing, relaxation, rapid flow of ideas, increased appreciation of music and food, heightened senses, sleepiness, pain relief, nausea relief and increased appetite.

There are also several negative effects including dry mouth, rapid heart beat, impaired short term memory, anxiety, and panic attacks.

Contrary to popular belief, the effects from smoking cannabis or hash are not increased by holding the smoke in the lungs longer. Almost all of the THC is absorbed within the first few seconds. Also contrary to popular belief, more potent cannabis or hash is not more dangerous. Users generally take enough of the substance until they achieve the desired effects. In the case of smoking, it means the user will have to inhale less smoke and therefore fewer toxins to achieve the same effect.

Most high school students report that it is easier for them to obtain cannabis than alcohol. This is possibly due to the fact that people who sell cannabis are already breaking the law and have few problems with selling to minors. Despite ever-increasing spending on prosecution of cannabis users and anti-drug misinformation, some 50% of high school seniors report having tried cannabis.

Hash is currently illegal in countries where the government feels it is best to make decisions for an individual, including what consenting adults do in the privacy of their homes.

Hash should be regulated and sold like alcohol.

[LOL OMG im named after cannabis...cool]

3. Relationship status? Single.



When you are currently not in a relationship with a significant other.

It usually does not bother you, but the problems start when selfish and inconsiderate assholes rub in the fact that they have someone, and start saying they "love their oh-so-sexy boyfriends/girlfriends" and start going on and on about what he/she does for them, CAN do, and blah blah.

NOBODY CARES HOW GREAT HE/SHE IS TO YOU!! If you're taken, and love your partner a lot, then good for you, but for goodness's sakes, at least show some consideration for SINGLE people! Some of these people may even be heartbroken ones, who have been abused by past partners, or just simply some that are sick of hearing about some stupid narrow-sighted people who only see either how "hot" their partner is, or how much money he/she has.

Talk about your partner if you want to.. but.. just calm down about it. Your life does not fucking revolve around him/her, so don't act like it.

single person: Hi. I am single.

taken person: HIII! OMFG I'm TAKEN by OMG the BEEESSTT guy EVVVEERRR!! He's SOOO cute and OMFG we go to MOVIES together and do FRENCH KISSES and all!! YAYYY FLOWERS and ICE CREAM and PRESENTS!!! He's SOOO awesome and makes me SOOOO HAPPY!!!!

single person: -_-.... *walks away*

[ahahaha! so true]

4. You describe your best friend as? Sarcastic.



an adjective, describing a type of humor. People who are sarcastic usually annoy the hell out of everyone who cant get their jokes. They also piss people off by going too far and accidentaly offending them.

SarcasticIronic: Oh SURE, because we all know how UNIQUE and SINGULAR you are!

Thuthpenthe: STFU, why do you always have to be so sarcastic?

SarcasticIronic: I love you :(

[lawl.]

5. What should you be doing? Homework.




Homework is a form of suppressing a child's individual interests so that they do not develop any ideas of individual worth and proceed to fill a job that is needed to keep everything functioning properly when he or she is not at school. Like school, people who challenge the idea of homework are seen as stupid because they are unwilling to memorize things that people before them thought or did in an effort to appear "intelligent." In American society, it is vital that one takes a job working under an employer as someone who helps keep the economy and social order functioning as it should rather than developing his or her own indivdual interests and possibly changing the way we look at life.

Go to school. Do your homework. Get a job. Retire. Die. You won't be remembered. You didn't make an impact. But you did help keep America's economy functioning (yes, I did intend to start a sentence with "but," and despite what some moronic English teacher might have told you, that IS okay). Good job.

[lol so true man.so true]


6. Favorite Food? Good food.



A euphemistic term used by ethnically conscious white folk to describe a community that has more cultural variation than their own.

White Guy 1: Have you been to Chinatown?

White Guy 2: No, but I hear there's good food there.


7. Home State? Selangor.

selangor isn't defined yet, but these are pretty close:

The group known as "The Drinking Club with the Running Problem"

Hashing is an exhilaratingly fun combination of running, orienteering, and partying, where bands of harriers and harriettes chase hares on eight-to-ten kilometer-long trails through town, country, and desert, all in search of exercise, camaraderie, and good times.

Hashing began in Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia, in 1938, when a group of British colonial officials and expatriates founded a running club called the Hash House Harriers. They named the group after their meeting place, the Selangor Club, nicknamed the "Hash House." Hash House Harrier runs were patterned after the traditional British paper chase. A "hare" was given a head start to blaze a trail, marking his devious way with shreds of paper, all the while pursued by a shouting pack of "harriers." Only the hare knew where he was going . . . the harriers followed his clues to stay on trail. Apart from the excitement of chasing the hare and solving the clues, reaching the end was its own reward . . . for there, thirsty harriers would find a tub of iced-down beer.

Hashing died out during World War II (Japanese occupying forces being notoriously anti-fun) but picked up in the post-war years, spreading through the Far East, Australia, and New Zealand . . . then exploding in popularity in the mid-70s. Today there are thousands of Hash House Harrier clubs in all parts of the world, with newsletters, directories, and even regional and world hashing conventions.

Hashing hasn't strayed far from its Kuala Lumpur roots. A typical hash today is a loosely-organized group of 20-40 men and women who meet weekly or biweekly to chase the hare. We follow chalk, flour, or paper, and the trails are never boring . . . we run streets and back alleyways, but we also ford streams, climb fences, explore storm drains, and scale cliffs. And although some of today's health-conscious hashers may shun cold beer in favor of water or diet sodas, trail's end is still a celebration and a party.

A hash can be found in every major city around the world.

[okaay]

8. Finish the line: "the best thing[s] in life is/are __?" Expensive.

Something that takes a lot out of you. (Monetarily, physically, or mentally!)

1. Monetarily:
Shit those shoes are expensive!

2. Physically:
That fuckin run this morning was expensive.

3. Mentally:
Damn that fuckin' test was expensive!

[hahaha]


9. One word to describe yourself? Funny.


When someone else gets hurt.

Dude, John just smacked his head on the car door! It was as funny as the time Lisa got bitten by her pet goat!


10. Your boyfriend/girlfriend/husband/wife: nobody.



The guy who found the WMD's, found a perfect solution for global warming, disproved Einstien's theroies, killed the dinosaurs, and proved alien life within 6 million miles from us.

Nobody set us up the bomb






♥ Thursday, March 13, 2008


1:34 AM Y


Post title : outing!

♥ I don't know if i did the right thing

Went out with kim,nav,saie and nav's cousin, who i shall call licky, on tuesday 11th march..
Went to kim's house at 8.00 am[yes i went THAT early] and lepak-ed there..

Met kim's evil dog,charlie,who bit me..evil dog!After that,went to some shop,[i cant remember the name] and had breakfast.Left kim's house to go to pyramid at 10.00. met saie there..

We walked around pyramid and looked for this one shop in particular coz kim wanted to buy something there. [all hail ViKi!] lol. Had lunch at KFC.

Then we watched 10000BC. Actually we planned to watch The Mist. But saie was totally against the idea of watching a horror flick.. hahaha! Then wanted to watch Step Up 2 but the movie was gonna start at 3.00 so finally decided on 10000BC.It was a nice movie! Hahaha saie was only interested in in the leading actress! Camille Belle i think.. LOL

then lepak-ed summore haha we are really good at it! ;) went and stopped at practically every store that sold cute things..lolx..

went to the arcade..and played some games and stuff..nav won 1st place in everything we played! darn!! =/

went back early at about 5.10 pm i think coz it was seriously raining heavily..took a cab home.. =)

overall the trip was good! i havent gone out with them in like 4 1/2 months! LOL



one looking up,one looking down,one looking at
a hot chiq passing,and one looking at the camera.


forgive the posers..they just dont know when to stop!


poserrrrrsss


no comment.


LOL


i bought the patrick star and the name thingy.
kim gave me the furball.

THE END!




♥ Sunday, March 9, 2008


10:25 PM Y


Post title : missing someone.

♥ I don't know if i did the right thing

spm results are gonna come out very very soon..good luck to all spm candidates out there and best of luck!

this post is dedicated to meliza.
sigh there arent many words in this language we speak,english,to describe her.
she is really one of a kind. very sweet,very understanding..
currently in sabah doing her national service.


and yeah,i have not suddenly turned lesbian or something.
its just that i seriously miss her. i could talk about everything to her,stuff i wouldnt tell anyone else.


she is really a rarity in today's world.
and your other friends or boyfriend are seriously lucky in having you by their side.
well if your reading this,and i want you to know that i miss you loads and wish you best of luck in everything that you attempt.

love ya!



do we look like sisters?







You should be the one crying these tears.








10:24 PM Y


Post title : missing someone

♥ I don't know if i did the right thing




♥ Thursday, March 6, 2008


9:55 PM Y


Post title : "one of those days"

♥ I don't know if i did the right thing

On the outside you're not the same kid anymore
you've been through too much lately
but deep down, there will
always
be a part of you that rejects reality.

thank you so much for your "help".

post dedicated to one evil lady.dont ask. i just need to vent.

i will never want you back in my life.

you missed out on too much already. you think you can redeem all years that you missed?

i would love too see you try. obviously i cant derive pleasure from watching you try, because i know you wont.

hat's off to you lady! you have accomplished what others wouldnt try to do. [sarcasm is intended.]

well thats it.









12:13 AM Y


Post title : tralala-la!

♥ I don't know if i did the right thing

RULES:
1. Put your music player on shuffle. 2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer. 3. You must write that song name down no matter how silly it sounds!


IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
rock your body.[justin timberlake]

person:"hey hash,im gonna wear nothing but my purple socks with yellow rottweilers on them and streak on the highway! is this okay?"

hash,"rock your body!"

wth?!

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
say goodbye.[chris brown]

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
the remedy.[jasan mraz] i like this song!

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
ordinary people.[john legend] yes people are ordinary.i agree!

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
anna molly.*actually pronounced as anomaly*[incubus] my life's purpose is to remain an anomaly.LoL

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?

its my life.[no doubt] hell yeah!

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?

time after time.[quietdrive] haha

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?

stop and stare.[one republic] LOL that sounds ridiculous.why would anyone stare at my
parents ?? XD

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
hand of sorrow.[within temptation] yes i constantly think of the sorrow i have been "blessed" with LOL

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
are you happy now?[michelle branch] haha annoying ass.. =.=

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
give it to you.[eve ft sean paul] hahaha!!

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
wish i had an angel.[nightwish] i dont like this song. and what kinda occupation is that?!

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
heels over head.[boys like girls] lol omg

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
somewhere over the rainbow.[katherine mcphee] i think my parents want to send me somewhere over the rainbow so they dont need to see me anymore. XD

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
im over it.[katherine mcphee] eeee! i dont even like this song.

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
keep holding on.[avril lavigne] what there to hold on to if i were to be dead?????? o.o

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
so high.[john legend] yes! getting high is fun!! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee XD

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
we are one tonight.[switchfoot] oooooh fear of commitment,maybe?

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
when you were young.[the killers] hmmmm....

WHAT SONG WILL BE THE SUBJECT WHEN YOU REPOST?
mother earth.[within temptation] owhkay,what i am supposed to post? save the trees or we all die!!